when you’re stuck in a bind. you’re crushing on someone yet they are hurting from another guy and it seems as if no matter how hard you try to get through to them, it’s inevitable that they’ll just end up with that guy. even when you see how much that guy hurt them and how he treats them. it’s so hard to take in because ultimately at the end of the day you want them to be HAPPY, no matter what. and even if that takes you sacrificing your own happiness then so be it. because i have come to terms that no matter what i want, it never matters on what i want because no one is ever looking out for you. it’s blinded ignorance all over again. i know in this life there are winners and losers and that’s the balance of life. not everyone can win. so i’d rather sit back here and watch you be happy while i sit here sad that i can’t share that happiness but happy at the same time because you’re happy and living your life to its fullest content. you deserve way more than that but that is for you to realize, no one else.
-acs
