right now everything i do feels like i’m climbing an avalanche…
frustration is getting to me, this life is not letting me be…
everything i see, turns into stone
i’m so heartless that i’ve been alone
and this blight keeps following me wherever i go
to remind me that my family has hit an all time low
my self esteem is low and my motivation lacks
tryna do me but still searching to find out who i be
while i’m tryna live in the fast lane
to help me let go of this pain
that’s got me insane in the membrane
but for now i’ll sit here and watch the rain
this has been the hardest year for me…i really don’t know how much further i can be pushed…my heart’s broken so bad i don’t think i’ll ever be able to pick up the pieces alone…praying that God helps me through this tough time…
