February 2012
1 post
Loving You
When I first saw you, I was scared to talk to you. When we first met, I was scared to look at you.
Because if I looked at you, I was scared you’d see the broken heart and all these scars.
When I called you, I was scared to be me.
Because if I let you get to know me, I was scared you would judge me.
When we spoke for over five hours, I was scared you would misunderstand me.
Because my...
September 2011
1 post
Drifting Away
A short story I wrote a while back…thought I’d share it
It’s a quiet day in Port Credit but tempers are high in Kelly Madison’s car as she and her boyfriend Dave McDonald have been arguing for a couple of hours on a sunny Monday afternoon in April. But as the clock ticks to three o’clock in the afternoon, Dave is seen slamming the passenger side door and jumping into his old Honda...
June 2011
7 posts
“You are more than a list of mistakes and if anyone tells you otherwise, let it...”
– I Wrote This For You: The Names They Gave You (via kari-shma)
“A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows...”
– Bernard Meltzer (via julie911)
“So many things become beautiful when you really look.”
– “Before I Fall” by Lauren Oliver (via julie911)
“The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via girlwithoutwings)
For some reason I just gotta have it...
Been together for a while now. Growing stronger everyday now. Feels so good and there’s no doubt that I will stay with you <3. All my life I always felt sick to my stomach listening to hopeless love songs. You made those songs my reality. I waited and God answered. He answered with you. I couldn’t be any happier today. I know now what I’ve never known before, how to love...
January 2011
6 posts
I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be a star
I’m headed to the top.
Since 14, I’ve had that mind motivation to set my direction to that prize. I hate it when kids complain about what they have and how their parents treat them unfair. A lot of kids would love for their parents to “care” and to “restrict” them from doing certain things in order to get financial aid. It bothers me a lot because I’ve...
Fitted cap lookin so clean, whip game looking so...
Hello 2011,
I am writing you to tell you I don’t expect much from you. You’re gonna be like every other year I’ve been blessed to grace my presence in. All I ask for, is to have good health. Because I know that I’ll have to work for my own wealth. I’ll probably have to create my own luck (or what lacks of it). You’re just another year to me. I have low...
Some people have to learn, some people wait their...
Frustration.
Disappointment.
Two words to describe the feelings I hold at this very moment.
Sometimes I think I’m a person who expects too much from someone. But sometimes, after talking to people I realize I don’t ask for much. Loyalty, honesty, & respect. That’s about it. You made me the way I am from the words you said. I’d like to think the most important person...
November 2010
2 posts
“A picture paints a thousand words it’s true, but it’s still not enough for how I...”
– Keith Urban, Put You In A Song (via -maybeimdreaming)
Cause when you smile, the whole world stops and...
Cause girl you’re amazing, JUST THE WAY YOU ARE <3
I know Saturday is our special day but considering our history every day is a special day. It’s been about 7 months now since I first laid eyes on you. Who knew back then that we’d be standing where we are now? Look where I’m at now, people say I’m crazy and I’m blind. Everyday I can’t get you out of...
September 2010
4 posts
ill life
They say reality isn’t what we always want it to be. I just wanna be able to get up with no worries, no stress. But that is something that will never be achieved. Because this life is a constant problematic system. When you fix one problem another arises if one doesn’t you aren’t living a normal life. You just have to understand the system and let everything hit you. You...
“For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than...”
– Rosemonde Gerard (via quote-book)
“We need not be afraid to touch, to feel, to show emotion. The easiest thing in...”
– Leo Buscaglia (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
August 2010
3 posts
i just...
i just want you ms. right! where are you? seriously, i wanna make myself happy instead of putting on a fake smile and lying to people. i just wanna be completely open and honest and just find someone who won’t have a problem with me. someone that will be down to do what i want as equal as me doing what they want. will i ever break through?
deuces...
i’m just sitting here wondering when my ms. right will grab my one spot, my heart, and run…it’s been so long that i don’t even remember how it feels to actually truly love someone. i lost so much trust in myself that i can’t trust just anyone; it takes time.
it's so hard to deny what i feel inside...
i don’t know what it exactly is…but you know when you thought you had it all and then something or someone comes into your life and shows you different? i had this happen, and it’s really bugging me. my past is up my behind and i know it’s hard…i’ve been in that position. but i honestly feel like i’m doing this for ME. i’m tired of trying to make...
July 2010
8 posts
“I bet if I give all my love then nothings gonna tear us apart”
– Drake (via quote-book)
matrix
In life we never take in as many things as we should. Everyday is filled with its own ups and downs and what we as individuals don’t understand is that there are so many blessings in are life. Depression just like frustration or displeasure, is a feeling that one experiences in a separate realm of the body. We choose which feelings we will experience and which ones we won’t. But we never put into...
Footprints
By Margaret Fishback Powers
One night I dreamed a dream. I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, One belonging to me and One to my Lord.
When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand....
Tear my heart out and throw it out.
They say humans are strong beyond measure. I say we measure how strong we really are. No one in this world but ourselves control our own ability. We are the only ones who know what we can and cannot do. But sometimes in this life we drift away from the fact that we can be as strong as we choose to be and we fail to realize it. How we take experiences and learn from them define how strong we will...
what's a man to do
when you’re stuck in a bind. you’re crushing on someone yet they are hurting from another guy and it seems as if no matter how hard you try to get through to them, it’s inevitable that they’ll just end up with that guy. even when you see how much that guy hurt them and how he treats them. it’s so hard to take in because ultimately at the end of the day you want them...
barely breathing
okay so this is an old post from 5 months ago i just read and i actually got really sad, i can’t believe i stopped writing these posts…
ah, today i will be talking about liking someone. i mean in general, how one may like someone, and the expectations versus the realization within this crush.
okay, i think we’ve all gone through this. actually, i don’t think a lot of people have...
that's right i'm doing me
I deserved everything I’ve gotten in my life.
I worked so hard. So hard to be where I am.
I sacrificed so much and lost so much of my childhood to be here.
It’s just so frustrating. No matter how far I move in life, it seems like life doesn’t want me to move that far ahead. Life keeps hitting me to the ground yet I keep picking myself up and continue to strive for success. But when I take one step...
June 2010
15 posts
“What is true is what we think we know; the truth is what we can never know.”
– Jonah Gershom (via [thisislife]) (via quote-book)
“Contented with little, yet wishing for more.”
– Charles Lamb. (via quote-book)
“There’s only so much waiting a person can endure until they start thinking that...”
– Waiting for you, Susane Colasanti (via quote-book)
…exactly how i feel….
“Add love, and a person might do something crazy. Add love, and all the lines...”
– The Tenth Circle, Jodi Picoult (via quote-book)
avalanche
right now everything i do feels like i’m climbing an avalanche…
frustration is getting to me, this life is not letting me be…
everything i see, turns into stone
i’m so heartless that i’ve been alone
and this blight keeps following me wherever i go
to remind me that my family has hit an all time low
my self esteem is low and my motivation lacks
tryna do me but...
“all that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream”
– Edgar Allen Poe (via quote-book)
“People who do not understand themselves have a craving for understanding.”
– Wilhelm Stekel (via quote-book)
“You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.”
– via: I wrote this for you (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
givesmehope:
I work with Autistic children every week. I work with a boy who has never spoken to me. Today he looked me straight in the eye and said “Thank you, Samantha” I cried so hard. He GMH
“All those years he suffered, those were the best years of his life because they...”
– Little Miss Sunshine (via savethekisses) (via quote-book)
“If you always do what you’ve always done, then you’ll always get what you always...”
– Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo, NCIS [4x09, Twisted Sister] (via quote-book)
May 2010
7 posts
“I realized I had everything I ever wanted but nothing I really needed. And I...”
– Movie: Leap Year (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead.”
– Marilyn Monroe (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“Some people can’t believe in themselves until someone else believes in them...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)